Middle Ground? I'll Pass.

I've never liked being in between. The middle isnt where i want to be. So this wishy-washy thing- Not cool. I dont like mixed signals; clarity please? If you're one way say it, if you're another please preach it. Cause when you say you're in the middle or you dont know; it changes my whole approach on you. And i dont like it.

I've always like keeping an open heart. The whole Blaintly honest, cut throat, straight to the point? Yea thats me. If i like you, i tell you. If i want something more [wink wink], i tell you. Whether i wanna be with you or if i straight up dont know; I tell you. But it's come apperant that not everyone is like that. And Good honest people never click with good honest people. We're paired with the unclear,stubborn,crazy people. Im not looking for a prince. Tarnished armor and a tired mule will be accepted. A twig instead of a sword and a heart instead of muscles are fine baby; just make me smile.

I love how my friends have thee best taste in music.One walks in just bopping they're head singing and another joins in and i fall in love.

So glad i came to school that day (:

I cant get enough of this band! Yes im probally late but if you're reading this and havent heard of them then i feel 10000X better. So now i can tell you to hurry up and read the rest of this and then go google/youtube/limewire...Whatever lol just listen, trust me!

Sometimes I wonder if it's better to keep a mouth shut instead of an open heart.

Cause it's weird how i can wanna be with you but you fustrate me so damn much. For one, you take forever to text me back-no bueno. You can be all flirty and junk but the second i say something really cute its like..Oh.. WTF! I'm not gettig my hopes up but soon i'm gonna give up. I always say that fate finds you when you're looking for someone else. Its so akward, and its what men do to me.

"What we have goes beyond friendship, beyond lovers -- its forever."

The path i've taken today; is one that i dont have the map for. I cant seem to figure out whether i turn or just stop.My life can just be sumed up by Dawson's creek. Because right now thats how i feel.

 "Look, im sorry if you miss the way i looked at you, but i dont miss the way you never looked at me."

I'm totally okay with things, the denial? Its bliss. But then when i think about it, when i look over at you, when i wonder if you're thinking about me, everytime u pass by and my heart skips then sinks in reality? I cant. I breakdown.  I shouldnt feel this way.

i just dont know about anything

You know whats the worst? Ill tell you.
First, Being so happy that you made someone regret not choosing you. But stepping back and actually being a human about it. And its like, why?

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The second being, that place in between where when you thought you were "just friends" with someone and it might be something more.Yea that not so small Fork in the road? It really needs to go meet a construction man and Re-evaluate its path.