Second Place.

Yesterday i went to Philadelphia, Philly. I sware that its one of the most amazing places i've been to. It might be the smelliest city but its one of the few places i could acutally see myself living. Philly= <3

Some one drum roll, pull out the ominese music because i'm about to build up suspense. Are you ready? I found my twin! Joey. Joey from Dawsons creek. You'll see me refer to this show alot. Because it is what i am. I'm joey. I'm the girls who guys are friends with but never date. Yet somehow it all sums up to this big romantic mess. Because i tell someone in paticular"Listen to me: If we are truly meant to be, then we will find our way back to each other". It's as simple as that. Because i'm too much of a joey to not scream it.

Another thing, joey had dawson. i dont have a dawson or a pacey. All i have is me. I dont have anything close to a dawson. And that scares me

All i know is I'm young. People tell me i have a whole life-time to live. But they dont remind you that you only have one life to live. And thats the part im focused on.

"What we have goes beyond friendship, beyond lovers -- its forever."

The path i've taken today; is one that i dont have the map for. I cant seem to figure out whether i turn or just stop.My life can just be sumed up by Dawson's creek. Because right now thats how i feel.

 "Look, im sorry if you miss the way i looked at you, but i dont miss the way you never looked at me."

I'm totally okay with things, the denial? Its bliss. But then when i think about it, when i look over at you, when i wonder if you're thinking about me, everytime u pass by and my heart skips then sinks in reality? I cant. I breakdown.  I shouldnt feel this way.